Long Time No Write

Okay! I am back in business with the internet! The sky's the limit!

Eh...I'll just talk about college.

We just started school on the 29th of August, but I already love college. I just like how the day flows. It's not like I'm stuck in a class the whole time I am there. High School was really getting to be a bore. College is awesome!

I am doing 12 credit hours for now, but I will eventually do more. Because I signed up late, the class I could choose were limited, but I'm perfectly fine with what I have. I have Psychology, Drawing 1, Design 1, and English 101. So far, I like all of my teachers. Tonight, I'll have to get to reading for my Psychology class tomorrow...but at least it's just reading.

On the first day, I was only in class for like ten minutes or so because the teachers were just handing out the syllabus. So basically, I hung around campus...hungry because I was broke. The next day, I got the bonus plan as my meal plan, so now I've got money to eat with. Unfortunately, I couldn't do work study...(darn...no PS3). However, I can now look for an outside job. Hopefully, someone will hire me...

Overall, college is looking great! I hope others are enjoying it as much as me. Until we meet again....Farewell.

My senior year in high school is...

It is much better than last year. Since some unknown individual (I don't know if more than one person took part...) decided to try and burn down my high school, it had to be fixed up. Now everything is white instead of off-white, and we don't have carpet anymore. Not only that, but we got new teachers this year too. I like my English teacher; she's real down to earth. The biggest reason this year is better, however, is the fact that this is my last year of high school! Yay!

In other news...
I bought Dirge of Cerberus, and I think I'm starting to like Vincent a bit more than I did before...Hehehe...but Sephiroth will always be my boo. I can never get enough of Seph. He's still my husband!

Hahaha! Yep, I love him that much! Too bad he's not real...
Hey, does a person have low self-esteem if he/she thinks that he/she doesn't stand a chance even with his/her favorite character? Just a random thought... To me, I don't stand a chance with any guy at my school (and quite frankly I don't want them either).

I'm gonna tear my hair...

I'm babysitting....and I don't want children.
They're EVIL! They don't listen...

Really, they're not that bad. The oldest one just irks me most of the time. He'll learn after induring my wrath a couple of times...hopefully.

In other news, my family members think they know me. But to tell you the truth, they don't understand a thing. It's not like they can see the future, but I guess seeing is believing, right? I wish I could see Sephiroth...as a real person. I beat him a second time yesterday under the hard mode on KHII, and I love every second of the battle. It's freaking AWESOME! I've been trying to draw Sephy as an eight year old, but...the people I show the pictures to don't think so. Oh well...

It's Not A Sob Story!

Hey, I'm not one that wants people to feel sorry for me, but pitty me this time. I just couldn't take no for an answer. Now I'm feeling a little sad.

It all started when he first entered the classroom. I thought "Wow, he's tall." As I observed him even more, I found that the two of us had much in common. Plus he was cute...to me. (And nice...). He was also a good guy, the kind of guy a woman has to really fight for in this lifetime. (Or at least a girl in my case.) He doesn't slack, but he does have his cussing issues. Of course I can put up with that. He says that he never hits girl. (How am I to know that now?) But the biggest thing that got me was that he READS. No offense to any of the boys at my school, but they just won't read if they don't have to. I want a guy that reads because I write. (As of right now, I'm letting any guy that reads this know that I'm not interested.)

Then my worst fears became true. The girl I consider somewhat of a boy crazy guy grabber seems to be cooler with him than me. He might tell me that I don't annoy him, but...I read people's actions and eyes, and I'm pretty sure he considers me as one of those insignificant people he will meet throughout life. I mean, we're all taught to be honest. How come honesty never works out for me? I know that you can't make a person like you, but he really doesn't know me. And he's not trying to learn about me, so I really know that he's not interested. I just wanted him to give me a chance, but I guess that I'm not the hottest thing out there or the tallest person in the world. (Should've know he would want somebody tall.) One chance...was that too much to ask? But I guess he was afraid of what other people would say. Or maybe he was shy. Maybe he still likes someone else. Maybe he didn't want to hurt me...or maybe I was wrong about him being a good guy after all. I mean a good person accepts all people THEY KNOW for who they are.

(I placed an emphasis on THEY KNOW because I have had people I don't know come out of the blue and say "he likes you", laughing about it afterwards.)

But hey, what do I know? I'm just a kid. Maybe I'm thinking too hard about this, but I can't stop thinking about him no matter how hard I try. (And it's not fare. I mean I ain't gonna tell anybody's business, but if you were in my position...you wouldn't think it was fare either.)

Sepy...I need a hug...*cries WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!

Seriously though...

What is a person suppose to do locked up in her room all the time with a smart-aleck dog, an over collection of CDs, a computer with no internet and a lot of medical problems, and a whole buch of other things that you get tired of easily? When you are forced to wait at home for your mother who comes home at all sorts of hours (usually no later than 8-9 p.m.), what do you do when you just get bored with the same old things? I mean I can sit and stare into space for a good half hour or more just lost in thought because I get bored being so redundant. Is life suppose to be this complicated? I have game programming books, language books and dictionaries, and I have art supplies; however, nothing seems to work for me. (Let's face it, some of us fall asleep when we're bored and I'm one of them.) Something just feels like it's missing... and I can't put a finger on it at all.

Merry Christmas all! I had a wonderful holiday. Now I have to go back to school on the fifth...

That was, of course, a late Merry Christmas. Happy New Year to you all!

Alas, I am at a loss of words...but I did find a card site with digimon cards (the old battle series). That's a good thing. Now if only I could find a season 3 box set with movies....

Why title anything?

So I was playing FFVII, right, and I was racing my S class Gold Chocobo trying to get the only good items I didn't have: Magic Counter and Final Attack. Well, I kept seeing Magic Counter. Never saw Final Attack. According to the Strategy Guide, that's where it was suppose to be. It turns out it was at the Gold Saucer but as a prize for participating in the special battle instead. Now I'm traning to fight the Emerald Weapon for the Master Materia. Now that I have what I need, it ain't going to be that hard. Right?

Let's talk new stuff. When the PS3 comes out, may I be one of the first people to buy one. If FFVII is being remade the way Electronic Gaming Monthly says, that will be my first game for the system. As for currently, FFVII: Crisis Core for the PSP might be satisfying until then. I might not get to play Before Crisis sense I don't have the cell phone for such. We're talking new phones, right?

I bought another journal and another "Dummies" book. I tell you, they're addictive. But I wonder. If my fanfic is good enough, do you think Squaresoft will contact me? That would be nice. It could become a project...but I guess that's highly impossible. I'm a terrible writer. Oh well, that means I'll just have to work harder! As long as my fanfic inspires me, I will make both my stories great.

Well, I guess that's all. Have a good day all!