Seriously though...

What is a person suppose to do locked up in her room all the time with a smart-aleck dog, an over collection of CDs, a computer with no internet and a lot of medical problems, and a whole buch of other things that you get tired of easily? When you are forced to wait at home for your mother who comes home at all sorts of hours (usually no later than 8-9 p.m.), what do you do when you just get bored with the same old things? I mean I can sit and stare into space for a good half hour or more just lost in thought because I get bored being so redundant. Is life suppose to be this complicated? I have game programming books, language books and dictionaries, and I have art supplies; however, nothing seems to work for me. (Let's face it, some of us fall asleep when we're bored and I'm one of them.) Something just feels like it's missing... and I can't put a finger on it at all.