It's Not A Sob Story!
Hey, I'm not one that wants people to feel sorry for me, but pitty me this time. I just couldn't take no for an answer. Now I'm feeling a little sad.
It all started when he first entered the classroom. I thought "Wow, he's tall." As I observed him even more, I found that the two of us had much in common. Plus he was cute...to me. (And nice...). He was also a good guy, the kind of guy a woman has to really fight for in this lifetime. (Or at least a girl in my case.) He doesn't slack, but he does have his cussing issues. Of course I can put up with that. He says that he never hits girl. (How am I to know that now?) But the biggest thing that got me was that he READS. No offense to any of the boys at my school, but they just won't read if they don't have to. I want a guy that reads because I write. (As of right now, I'm letting any guy that reads this know that I'm not interested.)
Then my worst fears became true. The girl I consider somewhat of a boy crazy guy grabber seems to be cooler with him than me. He might tell me that I don't annoy him, but...I read people's actions and eyes, and I'm pretty sure he considers me as one of those insignificant people he will meet throughout life. I mean, we're all taught to be honest. How come honesty never works out for me? I know that you can't make a person like you, but he really doesn't know me. And he's not trying to learn about me, so I really know that he's not interested. I just wanted him to give me a chance, but I guess that I'm not the hottest thing out there or the tallest person in the world. (Should've know he would want somebody tall.) One chance...was that too much to ask? But I guess he was afraid of what other people would say. Or maybe he was shy. Maybe he still likes someone else. Maybe he didn't want to hurt me...or maybe I was wrong about him being a good guy after all. I mean a good person accepts all people THEY KNOW for who they are.
(I placed an emphasis on THEY KNOW because I have had people I don't know come out of the blue and say "he likes you", laughing about it afterwards.)
But hey, what do I know? I'm just a kid. Maybe I'm thinking too hard about this, but I can't stop thinking about him no matter how hard I try. (And it's not fare. I mean I ain't gonna tell anybody's business, but if you were in my position...you wouldn't think it was fare either.)
Sepy...I need a hug...*cries WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!
It all started when he first entered the classroom. I thought "Wow, he's tall." As I observed him even more, I found that the two of us had much in common. Plus he was cute...to me. (And nice...). He was also a good guy, the kind of guy a woman has to really fight for in this lifetime. (Or at least a girl in my case.) He doesn't slack, but he does have his cussing issues. Of course I can put up with that. He says that he never hits girl. (How am I to know that now?) But the biggest thing that got me was that he READS. No offense to any of the boys at my school, but they just won't read if they don't have to. I want a guy that reads because I write. (As of right now, I'm letting any guy that reads this know that I'm not interested.)
Then my worst fears became true. The girl I consider somewhat of a boy crazy guy grabber seems to be cooler with him than me. He might tell me that I don't annoy him, but...I read people's actions and eyes, and I'm pretty sure he considers me as one of those insignificant people he will meet throughout life. I mean, we're all taught to be honest. How come honesty never works out for me? I know that you can't make a person like you, but he really doesn't know me. And he's not trying to learn about me, so I really know that he's not interested. I just wanted him to give me a chance, but I guess that I'm not the hottest thing out there or the tallest person in the world. (Should've know he would want somebody tall.) One chance...was that too much to ask? But I guess he was afraid of what other people would say. Or maybe he was shy. Maybe he still likes someone else. Maybe he didn't want to hurt me...or maybe I was wrong about him being a good guy after all. I mean a good person accepts all people THEY KNOW for who they are.
(I placed an emphasis on THEY KNOW because I have had people I don't know come out of the blue and say "he likes you", laughing about it afterwards.)
But hey, what do I know? I'm just a kid. Maybe I'm thinking too hard about this, but I can't stop thinking about him no matter how hard I try. (And it's not fare. I mean I ain't gonna tell anybody's business, but if you were in my position...you wouldn't think it was fare either.)
Sepy...I need a hug...*cries WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!
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